Today I took a big step and finally went to the doctor to admit I was struggling. I have spent the past few months hoping it would go away and telling myself to pull myself together. However when I arrived at my mums to drop off O this morning in tears I had to admit to her how I have been feeling and she made me call the doctor to make an appointment.
So this morning I went to see the doctor and explained how I felt - I filled in a questionnaire and the doctor agreed that I was depressed - not majorly but enough to warrant a small dose of anti-depressants.
I don't know how I feel having admitted it but I hope this is the start of things improving and me becoming myself again.
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